Anyhow onto my food journey. My husband was struggling with his diet and I didn't know exactly what to do. This week at bible study I lifted him up in prayer, when I did so I also asked that they pray that God show me how to help him and support him.
Funny things happen when you pray. God will push you out of your comfort zone.
Ok, let me get totally real here and yes, I'm gonna air my dirty laundry. I've always tried to be real here, and it's time for me to make a confession. I've been a horrible un-supportive wife to my husband. For over a year now we have both been working out, trying to eat healthier, but I've been kinda smug and nasty about it all. I've totally thought "this is HIS battle. He is the one who needs to loose the weight, not me. I can eat what I want within reason and I won't gain, so why should I quit the foods I love?"
I know people. I'm ashamed of myself. VERY ashamed.
So I would still buy the vanilla wafers, the graham crackers, cookies, treats and sweets. I'd bake brownies on the weekends and smother them in ice cream and caramel syrup. I'd make cookies when I felt like it and claimed that it was for the children. I'd buy fruit snacks, chips and cookies and explain it was for the kids lunch.
Even though I was cooking grilled chicken for dinner with broccoli and salads, and offering some healthy choices in there, there were still cookies in the pantry. It was like blowing smoke rings into someones face that was desperately trying to quit. I didn't even realize what I was doing.
So, as I prayed. God began to reveal to me how I'd been behaving. Not only has he revealed this but he gave me a desire to take our whole family into a Paleo/Primal lifestyle. (if you haven't heard of it, you can see what it is about here) We can't do it if we all don't do it together. I can't expect Jamin and I to eat one way and the kids to still have all kinds of grains and sugar in there just calling out to us.
I repented. I apologized. I'm trying to change.
As I started scouring the internet looking for recipes and snacks I became more motivated. My BIGGEST concern was the kids lunches. What on EARTH would I send with them if I couldn't give them a sandwich in their lunch box?
So I started Googling Paleo kids lunches and came up with quite a few great ideas:
I came up with a schedule of meals for them next week. I think the biggest challenge for the kids will be cereal and bread. Lucy eats a PB&J sandwich EVERY day. She is my most picky eater. Evie won't have a problem with the fruits and veggies, but she doesn't really like eggs, so that will make breakfast difficult. I plan to try this breakfast hash and seeing if that will satisfy her:
I've also found some recipes that use coconut flour and almond flour in lieu of white flour so I can try my hand at some Paleo pancakes and waffles. We will see how it goes! I'm gonna try making my own almond meal because I just don't feel like forking over $9.99 a pound for it at Whole Foods.
I'm considering buying my own coconut to make coconut flakes, but depending on the cost I may or may not go this far. Since I'm doing more primal than Paleo I am going to keep SOME dairy in our diet, but very very little. For the most part Jamin and I will go without but I do plan on having some in there. For dairy I'm going for hormone free, full fat dairy (rather than organic because of cost). Braums milk is very good and hormone free, and their eggs are also cage free I believe! Later this summer hopefully we can get a freezer and buy a side of grass fed beef from Jamin's uncle. For now I'll keep buying the Fit and Active from Aldi. It's not organic, but it's "natural" which is the next best thing and means it's free of hormones.
Anyhow I'm not sure if we can be 100% strict and I'm not sure I want to be crazy strict, I believe you do need to allow yourself some freedom now and again, but for now I'm getting ALL the junk out of my house and I think that will get us eating good like 95% of the time.
Keep us in your thoughts and prayers, I'm hoping that this will be a REALLY positive change for our family.